"But what kind of heart doesn't look back?"

You knocked and crawled into the bed. On top of me. I tried to talk (of course), but you smiled and kissed me. You kissed me on the mouth, down my neck. I couldn't stand it.

You pulled away, looked at me, and smiled again. "Can we just start over?"

I kiss you, both of us smiling.

*breathes*

Most of the day I didn't think about it. But, then you updated your blog and it seems you have figured it out. You figured out that that is where you belong. Not here... I don't agree with a lot of what you said and I think that shows this was the right move. I hope this isn't just a moment of strength for you and that it sticks.

And, you should know even if it feels good in the moment the end result may not be what will make you happiest. Watch the lies and getting sucked into the easy route. You know that cliche 'the hardest thing and the right thing are often the same thing'? Well, it became a cliche for a reason.

I miss you though. Know that you will always win there.

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In other news, my babies are coming for a few hours. They make me feel less alone and remind me what's important.

<3