"You know I'd fight for you, but how can you fight for someone who isn't even there?"

I've had the rest of you. Now I want the best of you. I don't care if that's not fair.

^ Embarrassing song of the moment = O-Town's "All or Nothing"

...Don't judge me.

Anyway, Texas is sooo soon. I am pretty sure I am excited. Positive emotions aren't something common to me so who knows what this feeling is. But, in terms of my first time flying, I mostly keep playing the Bridesmaids plane scenes in my head and lolzing.

I plan on looking at my mother and directly quoting the movie. Especially the part where the lady goes, "I had a dream we went down. You were in it." Can'tttt wait to torture her. She's so funny in new situations. She is like a child. Haha. We went to Harrisburg today to see my sister's graduation (at which I cried like a little girl because of her speech) and my mother was lost. She was talking about the "big city" and could not figure out the bathroom. Dear lord, woman.

Overall, there are ups and downs and I'm working on things, working on who I am and how I go about other humans. Always working, always trying to move ahead.

.....there is also a lot of Charmed watching going on.

No one is shocked. *shrugs*

Oh, and P.S. I am addicted to Cinnamon Rolls. If I die on the plane, that is what I want the world to know.