My problem right now?

"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. And as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most are those who don’t know what they want."

There have been very few moments in my life when I haven't known what I wanted. I am passionate and directed and always in control. Right now? I don't know what I want, where to put my focus or my commitment. I have so much love and longing, but do I take the path I have chosen so many time before or continue down the road I have been forced to follow recently?

I hope I know soon. Not knowing < doing things the way I normally do.